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Speaker 1 (00:00):

Welcome to the Dr. Erin Podcast. This is a top spiritual psychology coach podcast to inspire and teach you how to transform your trauma, birth your soul's purpose, and manifest your dreams. Hi, I'm Dr. Erin. Dr. Divinity, I'm committed to bringing you the best coaching tips, spiritual advice, trauma healing, and metaphysical recovery secrets. I'm here to help you monetize your spiritual gifts and love your life. I want you to know that I've been exactly where you are, and I believe in you together, we're awakening the world. Okay, you guys, we have the next caller. I'm super excited because we have so many women that come on to the show and come into the program, and so we always honor the divine masculine cloths is in here today. I'm super excited to have you. Welcome, welcome, welcome. How are you cloths?

Speaker 2 (00:53):

Oh, I'm fine. I feel fantastic.

Speaker 1 (00:55):

Amazing. So we're gonna just dive right in this today. I did read a little bit of your application and reading around money and making friends, and so we wanna dive into knowing the truth. But what we first wanna do is kind of break down what's going on. What are the patterns that you're seeing for yourself that you're ready to break through?

Speaker 2 (01:14):

Um, like, um, I realized I'm 50 years old and, uh, I've realized that, um, since childhood, since I started, uh, in school, I've told myself that I'm not, uh, worth anything. I've realized that now. 'cause when I started school, the teachers told me that you can't do that and you are not ready for that and you can't speak correctly. So you need to go to someone who can learn you to use all the words and so on. So, I'm just realized that and try to be valuable.

Speaker 1 (01:50):

Wow. I'm just feeling your energy right now. Just so you know. I'm feeling this profound, beautiful, divine, powerful man and just your deep desire to know yourself and to really step into your greatness. And so I just wanna honor that first of all. Okay. So let's just take a look at what's the impact. Let's pretend that nothing changed. Let's pretend that what you've been doing for the last 50 years keeps persisting for the next 10, 20, 30 years. What's the negative impact? What's the loss of potential of who? Kloss?

Speaker 2 (02:28):

I I think it's more like I've realized what I missed the last 50 years that I could have been so much more.

Speaker 1 (02:35):

Mm-hmm.

Speaker 2 (02:36):

So it's not, it's, yeah. So if everything stays the same, then I realized that, oh, I'm missing out on, on a lot of things, which I mm-hmm. missed out the last 50 years because I didn't feel like it was worth it.

Speaker 1 (02:54):

I'm hearing grief

Speaker 2 (02:56):

Yeah.

Speaker 1 (02:57):

In the conversation. Mm-hmm. ,

Speaker 2 (02:59):

I love her grief.

Speaker 1 (03:00):

Mm-hmm. . It's okay. It's a, it is really an honor for you to just express the sadness and just allow it. But what I recommend is not put meaning on it. Mm-hmm. Or not resist it. 'cause that's gonna make it persist. So just honoring the divine cry of grief for all of us, for the loss of what we can potentially never get back, which is the beautiful years of our lives of not living our full potential. So grief is created 'cause we create everything as the divine creators that we are. And grief is created from the consideration that what we value is gone. So I'm here to just know with you, cla that you are an infinite spiritual being. That you're immortal and you're not this body, you're not the years of that have passed. You really have the full potential right here, right now. And that I'm really honored to claim that with you today if you are ready to claim that for yourself.

Speaker 2 (03:57):

Oh, yes.

Speaker 1 (03:58):

Yeah. Hmm. I love that. So, obviously we're not gonna get into a trauma incident here because it, it's hard for people to really fully get the profound experience that happens for the client when they're going through, through a trauma process. But it sounds like you've already tracked through, 'cause I know your wife is in society and in, in the program with me. And so, can you remember the incident that happened as a child when you powerfully decided that you weren't enough? That you weren't worthy?

Speaker 2 (04:33):

No, that's the problem. I, I think it's like memories coming back that people when, you know, we, in Sweden, we, we, when I was like six years old, I started in preparation school, we had to learn to tie on our shoes and learn the time and things like that to be prepared for school. Mm-hmm. And I can just remember that everyone else could do that, but I was always needing help from the grownups, uh, to do it. 'cause I couldn't do it myself. Mm-hmm. . So I felt like I wasn't, I wasn't normal. So, so that's the thing that happened there. I, I would say,

Speaker 1 (05:18):

Yeah. So the, the human behavior, what we all have at some level is that the core, core limited beliefs, the core, core what we call commands, that happened in the middle of a traumatic incident, whether it be big or small, it could be literally that a teacher, you know, tells us that we're bad in the middle of tying our shoes and we get traumatized because it's the emotions that are in us, right? So the core commands for all of us, or I'm not enough, something's wrong with me, I don't belong, you know, these are the, this is the human condition. So I wanna just honor you because hopefully one man will watch this or listen to this and knows that it's okay, especially as a white man to say, it's okay to say, I actually have had trauma, or I've had suffering as well. Because I feel like the world kind of victimizes and makes the white man into the villain. I know that you've been through a lot in your d n a in your lineage, so we don't know if this is coming from this lifetime or last lifetime, or it's all one divine life. So I just wanna honor you in that. So what did you decide, what was the identity of cloth as a young man? What would you say? What was the, the identity, if you just say a script, right? You have a play

Speaker 2 (06:46):

In cloth. I think I decided, just as you said, I, I saw this white man, uh, drinking a lot of alcohol, uh, fighting, being abusive to women, everything like that. And I decided to be the opposite.

Speaker 1 (07:02):

Who was that that you witnessed?

Speaker 2 (07:08):

Perhaps my father. I, I don't know mm-hmm. . But if something like that I didn't like that I didn't want to, or perhaps when I've, when I've been thinking about it, when I talked to about it with my wife, it's like also like I was a lot with my mother and she had a lot of fights with her, with my father. So I heard her speak ill about him, so I didn't want to be like him because then women would talk bad about me, you know? Yeah. So I tried to be something else.

Speaker 1 (07:49):

Yeah. The vicious cycle of trying to make up for our, our lineage. Our karma. Yeah. So, curious to know how that pattern has played out today. How's it playing out in today in, in the four areas of life? Right. So we have relationships, money or career, health and vitality, and our expression, our purpose in calling our full expression. How's that pattern been playing out in your life?

Speaker 2 (08:17):

But I think most of the time I felt like, uh, other, other men are more successful than me. I have tried to be successful trying to work a a lot to make money, and then like, losing everything married once before, uh, ruined that marriage, so it felt like I didn't succeed. Um, so that's been my, my truth to myself. Mm-hmm.

Speaker 1 (08:48):

Mm-hmm. ,

Speaker 2 (08:49):

You say

Speaker 1 (08:50):

On here that where you want and where you're ready for a breakthrough is in money and making friends.

Speaker 2 (08:57):

Yeah.

Speaker 1 (08:57):

Yeah. Okay, great. Amazing. So what would that look like for you? You have a magic wand. You are a divine spiritual being. You can mock it up however you want. I want you to tell me what that vision would look like for you.

Speaker 2 (09:11):

I, I would like to have a lot of men around me. Mm-hmm. Who wants to do the same thing as me. Mm-hmm. Like be, be some kind of other kind of man, not the violent man, not the abusive man, um, men who can see the divine, uh, in, in women.

Speaker 1 (09:33):

Mm-hmm.

Speaker 2 (09:33):

Like the creation, because women are the ones who create. Mm-hmm. Um, and we would, we would like, we should see that as men instead of like, just see them as objects. Mm-hmm. , I mean, so much in, in society today. The movies like I watched when I grew up, TV series and so on, uh, like women were an object. Yeah. And the men were like, um, the strong guys who did things. It, it's a joke to look at these Asian films with two theists and a, you know, which I mean, um, uh, look how they're treating women. And so, so, but, but I was, I saw that and that is what we have been taught, like we should. Perhaps that is a male that is man, and I want something else. So that's the vision.

Speaker 1 (10:28):

Okay. So, so, so there's a very important distinction here. Mm-hmm. Because when I asked, what is it? What's the vision? You have a magic wand. You told me what you don't want and that's what I want. No, no. But, but we're just listening to the distinction. Okay. 'cause it's for all of us, we will often focus on what we don't want instead of really holding faith and in our, our divine mind, the vision. And so today, you know, obviously we can't get into the deep, deep trauma work, which is really what's going to neutralize those false identities and the commands. And obviously that's gonna be a prescription. I would say that as a doctor, divinity, I would make a prescription for you to do that deep, deep trauma work. But there's another prescription I'm gonna give you today, and the prescription is to focus on the vision of what you do want instead of what you don't want. So let's go a little bit further of what is that vision? Let's just, let's just play in, in the greatest, the greatest faculty we have, which is imagination. Einstein said the greatest faculty, Nicolette, all the great masters known this, right? So what is that vision? Because I know that there are so many men out there that are praying right now for that same exact vision. So let's speak it into existence in universe right now. Klaus. That's how powerful you are.

Speaker 2 (11:57):

I, I want to, for myself and other men, uh, that we can, uh, level up when it comes to be, to be men, to be something more, uh, to be like that We can see the divine in everyone that we can give love and, and peace to the world, um, and that we can make life easier for, for both women and and children. Mm-hmm.

Speaker 1 (12:29):

Beautiful. Let's take a deep breath together. We just do a spiritual mind treatment, which is really just opening up the divine consciousness individually, which opens up to the collective one divine consciousness that mastermind, that mind, that has all intelligence, wisdom. That is the first cause of creation, which is consciousness. And consciousness is the being with the wisdom. And so I invite us to take a deep breath in together, opening up our minds to that divine wise mind. I recognize cloth and who he is. I recognize the power that he is. I recognize the profound wisdom of all, the intelligence of all, all the inverted use of the energy that his father and mother and all the lineage has used. And I recognize the beauty in this because it is the true evolution that is born out of the chaos. A new world, a new earth, a new man, a new woman, a new life.

Speaker 1 (13:33):

And I claim this right now, knowing there is no age, there is no time, there is not multiple lifetimes, there is only here and now. And I recognize that klos can hold in his consciousness, which creates all of life right here, right now. It is the miracle of the creation of his power, of his mind, which is the one divine mind. And so I say, all suffering is done. All lack is done. All discordance is done, all abuse, all alcoholism is done in the divine mind. That clause from here, from this day forward claims his birthright of the power that he be. And I restore it and know it fully in my mind, it is done. This king is born, it is done, done, done in the name of truth. And I sit here in total gratitude, seeing him as the leader that has been called as his divine purpose, to claim his prosperity, his abundance, the friend that he is, and the son and the husband, and every last wr of whoever he chooses to be. It is done, done, done. I simply know this in the name of truth as together we say. And so it's, thank you so much. You were a great blessing to my life and heart today and to so many, and I want to truly, truly thank you for the courage for you to come here and open your heart. It's the most beautiful thing I could ever witness. Thank you so much, KLAS.

Speaker 2 (15:05):

Thank you.

Speaker 1 (15:05):

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